Am feeling unstable right now. Mentally. Am more or less on a self-destruct mode, with the only thing holding me straight is my work. This is the most unstable I have ever felt. Feel like francium, think am going to decay into something I will never be able to recognize or bring it back to its original self. For the first time I find myself lost among my friends, partially because there ain't nobody at the moment, and the other being I cant enunciate what am going through right now.
I have no idea why, not that I am complaining but there is huge surge in the number of people who are now reading my blog. And this has been bought (or is it brought, will never really get the difference between the two) to my attention by the slew of comments, by different people, a majority of them complete strangers. And I always have the same old standard questions which keep cropping every single time whenever I see an anon comment. So just like every other great idea of mine, which seem to glow like those bulbs which I first saw in Archie comics (mostly around Dilton's head, guess that is his name, the nerdy guy, don't really remember it so well, read that when I was in 4 th grade or something, my favorite was Moose), and the idea stuck that why don't I get these questions out of my system, whether they get answered or not is totally different issue. Though I understand that the reason why people chose to be anonymous is either they are famous and want common mortals...
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