Saturday, 8 August 2009

It’s been a while

I am all dolled up in Rum n Coke and I am tripping on this song… Doesn't do me any good, that is for sure. But fuck it! I have been brain fucked since 5 in the morning, don't think it's going to change anytime soon…


 

It's been a while
Since I could hold my head up high
and it's been a while
Since I first saw you
It's been a while
since i could stand on my own two feet again
and it's been a while
since i could call you
But everything I can't remember as fucked up as it may seem
the consequences that I've rendered
I've stretched myself beyond my means

It's been a while
since i could say that i wasn't addicted and
It's been a while
Since I could say I love myself as well and
It's been a while
Since I've gone and fucked things up just like i always do
It's been a while
But all that shit seems to disappear when i'm with you
But everything I can't remember as fucked up as it may seem
the consequences that I've rendered
I've gone and fucked things up again

Why must i feel this way?
just make this go away
just one more peaceful day

Its been awhile
Since I could lok at myself straight
and it's been awhile
since i said i'm sorry
It's been awhile
Since I've seen the way the candles light your face
It's been awhile
But I can still remember just the way you taste
But everything I can't remember as fucked up as it may seem
I know it's me i cannot blame this on my father
he did the best he could for me

It's been a while
Since I could hold my head up high
and it's been a while since i said i'm sorry

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

great poem. Did not think a man could write like this.

Sona217 on Twitter

Zennmaster said...

erm... As much as I would have liked to write em, and that is exactly how I was feeling at that point of time, I did not write this. Its a song called "Its been a while" - Staind.

Anonymous said...

hahaha. that is someone's name on Twitter. aah. one lives and learns. If you take some of Jim Morrison's poetry without the music or Tull, guess it would read the same to someone..